First time Ever

Haih. A good way to start this post. Was playing facebook with my cousie just now. She is in malaysia now. Fly from Hong Kong to celebrate CNY with us but this year excluding me. In few more days, those in australia will reach in Malaysia as well. And yet, I'M IN INDIA. I came to india in march 2008 and seriously I never miss home at all. Maybe a bit not that much. Till now. Suddenly, I miss my Ah ma's baked egg cake, pig trotters, keropok, yam cake, fried noodles, pork intestine soup and a lots more especially now, during CNY. I miss gambling. I miss sitting around at grandpa's house chit chatting with my relatives especially with those fly back from overseas. I miss whole day just keep chewing cookies and junk food. I miss keep drinking Carlsberg, coke, Yeo's drink, Jolly shandy. I miss queueing up to wait for my turn to bath cuz there're 50 something people in one house and only 3 bathrooms (previously only one). I miss squeezing with others to sleep in the living room. I miss da atmosphere where 50 something people in one house will stay together for around 4 days, have 5 meals together per day including tea time and supper. I miss seeing my lil cousins running around, fight for toys and cry. Though sometimes is quite annoying, when I was lil kid, I was a bully as well. There's still a bunch of feelings which I don't know how to express here. What to do? Ciaoz ...got to attend to my biochemistry..

A song by Michael Buble, titled HOME.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home