January 29, 2010

Get going

1 more week to exam. Whoa, it's damn near. HAIH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!!!!!! I love you.

January 27, 2010

Argh x 10

Stressed. STRESSED. Stressed. STRESSED. sTrEsSeD. StReSsEd.

p/s: Happy birthday, jc.

January 22, 2010

Monday and Friday

I love Fridays a lot a lot, especially during 2nd year(temporary, I do not like weekends).
Used to like da saying of
"Why Monday is so far from Friday and wth Friday is so NEAR to Monday?",
but definitely NOT NOW.
Anyway, Monday and Friday are still buddies.

p/s: Yea, still left so much to study...What to do? Being too stressed up doesn't help me at all. A little of it will do. Gotta stay positive and "low fire" to concentrate better.

January 19, 2010

28days Favorites

There's a list of thing I enjoy da most during this 1 month break.
  • First one, nap and sleep. I love my bed.
  • the time when I'm driving my scooter around
  • Hot shower
  • Meal time
  • When there's actually something going into my brain after I've studied
p/s: okay, gotta keep my mood down to concentrate better.

January 15, 2010

Study break

What is study break?

A. You study 24/7 during this 1 month break.
B. Since it is study break, thus it is equal to holidays, you play for da whole month.
C. You do your revision, in between you have some time for break.
D. You study for 1 or 2 hours per day, then the rest of da time is either sleep or on9ing.

Whatever it is, you need to break da "study". Do not let them make you break down.

p/s: I've learned a new skill on my own today without any "shifu". LOL

January 14, 2010

在乎?

有些事发生了,很快就能摸清自己的感觉和想法。。。清楚的知道自己要的是什么,马上就有想挽回和尝试补救的念头,就像reflex一样。。。有点怪自己多嘴手痒,也不想追究谁对谁错。。也许这就叫在乎。。。
而有些事说不起是在乎还是什么,就算没有了也不会有那种责怪自己的感觉也许不是很强烈。。。但却有点少了什么的感觉。。。这个又算是什么?

p/s: 人和事都在变,忽略了好多。。。就像那个时候。。。有点控制不来。。。

January 13, 2010

It's in your hands

Tonight's bbq party with a few friends was fun cuz I like to grill stuff. The smell of smoke reminds me of "masak" event during scouting. LOL. Way to improve in preparing all those food. For me, today is 3rd day of study break. *clicking panic button*

People tell, you listen. Process, do not agree with it, delete it. If you know that they're right, try to change then. Always be yourself at da same time try making lesser mistake and keeps getting better.

Good night, my readers. And happy studying to my batch mates.

January 11, 2010

How to?



How to survive study break and final exam?

January 9, 2010

Palpitation

"u r a part of my life..u always present in my life..ur presence makes my heart beat faster. u always keep me awake in d middle of the nite..sometimes u make my life miserable, but i have to accept it bcoz dats who u r..u love me so much that u wont leave me alone...ohh EXAM!!"

Quoted from a friend's facebook shout out

January 8, 2010

Contradicting

There's always a little truth behind every
"JUST KIDDING"

A little knowledge behind every
"I DON'T KNOW"

A little emotion behind every
"I DON'T CARE"

and a little pain behind every
"IT'S OKAY"

p/s: Quoted from a friend's blog. Wanna post it cuz I know some of my friends will like it.

January 7, 2010

"studying"

Saw this on someone's tee,
Student + dying = STUDYING

Nowadays, got lots of funny and ridiculous quotes printed on T-shirts and people like wearing it around.

Some examples,

"I only date models"
"Idiots are all around me"
"I'm not drunk, I'm just chemically off-balanced"
"Everyone wants to go to heaven but no one wants to die"

And many more.... Some are funny, some are simply meaningful, some are vulgar...
By the way, it's creative.

When it comes to the end of 2nd year

Block 4 theory papers are over. Practical exams start tomorrow and end on this saturday. There's a viva voce session for microbiology on next monday. After that, STUDY BREAK is officially started once viva session is over then UNIVERSITY EXAM. LOL.

Experience of being a medical student is great, including when dealing with exam, stress, disappointment, or even at the verge of giving up when try to cramp in everything into your brain during last minute study and etc. When I was a kid or even till high school, I think it will be very cool for someone like me who like to have so much fun and playful to be a doctor in future. In my impression, those who saying wanna become one is either very NERD, very obedient to parents, never go out "lepak" or some not even joining co-curricular activities in the school and one more thing, most of their parents are teachers. Their life were just about coming to school, sit in class, attend to tuition class and stay at home. Like I said before, some of my friends mentioned that I do not looked like I have a mum who is a teacher. By the way, I took that as compliment. My parents left most of the decisions for me as I'm growing older. They're just simply trust me. And I swear, I never misuse that.

After entered college, I was still playful but did make some changes in attitude towards studies. I know future is in my hands. The thought of becoming a doctor was more to interest instead of COOLNESS. Plus, I do feel different when I see little animals, kids and ill people...Don't laugh, it is true. Okay, back to present, is not like I do not like "playing" or "having fun" anymore, the position I'm in (as a student and good daughter) and the course I'm taking just simply do not allow me to do so. Seriously, I admit I do not have the capacity to handle all this. So, choice must be made. Studying medicine is seriously, simply not easy. For those who consider entering this life long course and career, think properly and take some deep consideration before making any decision. And for parents who want their kids to be a doctor, think for THEM as well. If it is what they like and what they really want, it will be great.

Though I've said so much, I do not feel regret at all for taking this path. Although for time being, I'm still in doubt whether I will be a good doctor (with brain and with heart) in future. I know medicine is more than that, more than just passing examination. In these two years, I've learned a lot, not just knowledge wise but other aspects as well. Another 3 years to come and I'm willing to strive for what I want.

Morale of da story, all medical students are NERDS, they have to be NERDS, no exception. No worries, NERDS are still COOL. Hahahaha.

p/s: came about this quote at a friend's blog and I like it. "We have so much needs in our life, but at the end of the day, all we need is to be needed."

January 1, 2010

Impact

Impact of joining med school

New year eve = STUDY
Chinese New Year = STUDY
Xmas eve = STUDY
xmas = STUDY
Birthday = STUDY