June 27, 2010

Nil

Just wanna write for some random updates. Surgery end posting test and viva voce session is over. Still okay lah..but not really satisfy with my performance. Medicine posting is up next. Two more postings to go, another 6 more weeks to go for me to kiss Malaysia homeland. I already order boxes to pack my stuff in order to be shipped back to malaysia. This year world cup seriously is not that exciting and interesting at all. I hope those great teams can make it to last but not seeing some teams just winning by luck. Til now, two finalist team for da previous world cup are out. Can't wait to go for a long holidays. Without books, without studies, without patient, without patient history taking, without hours of standing for case presentation...
I just want sunny days, blue sea and clean beach for me to relax. Used to say, rainy days induce sleep. Not just that, it enhances emo response as well. Tomorrow will be away for movie and some shopping. Hopefully can find a nice place to watch germany vs england game.

June 15, 2010

Door (Ranting version)

You think you're right, I think I'm not wrong either, at the end nothing can be solved. I'm trying to fix it, I did whatever I'm able to and my heart's up to, just that da door is not opened to let it all out. If I don't care at all, I wouldn't had give a shit about it. It's occupying my mind, consuming my energy and I'm mentally tired. If only "it's all up to you" in my mind, I won't be sitting here and writing this post cuz I've done whatever I can do. I just need a fucking key to unlock da door. Once more, don't take it for granted.
And thank God, there's still lot of beautiful things and good people to make me happy.

This post specially dedicated to a few souls whom had/have/having some significant meaning in my life from the past, past continuous, present, present continuous and on-going. From every encounters, I get to know who you really are when my mind really can't take it anymore. For you, you just lost da last chance to understand me further more. The funny thing is I thought you know me, at first. Like I said, never try, never know. I do not predict the outcome as long as I'm feeling happy right now. It's enough for me. I'm doing it with sincerity that I can swear to God about it and a little expectation a normal human being should have, if the outcome is not favorable or what I want, maybe this is da definite outcome. Everything will fade by time. At least, I've tried. No regrets.

June 8, 2010

Iphone 4


New iphone is out for pre-order and officially out in US on 24 June.