M. I. A.

Missing In Actions. Will be back soon.

Mummy!

Study break? Means you gotta study during da break....erm, 3 weeks. Still remember da time I was preparing for PMR and SPM. Need to get up at 3am to study or maybe never sleep at all. That time able to wake up cuz my mum is there to wake me up and at least have someone checked on me when I fall asleep on my bed with da books. Prepared Brand's for me before I went to school. Now, I set alarm for waking up at 5am...I will snooze it till 7am. Seems waking up early doesn't work on me...So, I sleep late and wake up at 7am. Somehow, when I'm too tired, I will just doze off with da books opened and lights are on till morning without realising it...and have no one to check on me. Now, I'm having study break so I will just blog something related to it. You have done so much for me...which I don't know how to blog it here. Plus you're a high school teacher and has a daughter like me...so naughty, playful and sometime rebellious (during high school time, now no more I think)...Cuz when I always tell people my mum is a teacher, no one is believing..LOL..and I know why. I wanna thank you and dad for trusting me all the time. I won't misuse it. And now it's 12am in Malaysia.

HAVE A BLESSED BIRTHDAY, MUM!

Flashbacks

First day of CNY...Guys, guess what I've been doing for da whole day? Breakfast, online, lunch, sleep, study a few pages, dinner, gambling during dinner to get da CNY's feel (managed to win a bit though)...At least after came back from dinner, I've covered a bit more for revision before I come to blogging. How's da first reunion dinner in India? Still okay is my answer. It wasn't as bad as I expected. My homesick feelings is cured. As usual, reunion dinner must have some "hard" drink..this year I have beer instead of red wine. (Dad, don't drink too much cuz I'm not around in msia, no one control you ady...especially tomorrow night's dinner)...LOL..How's da food? Of coz, not as good as my Ah ma's and mum's cooking. Had an early birthday celebration for a friend as her birthday is on second day of CNY...After dinner, we planned to wait till 12am...At da same time, need to 守岁which I will do it every year. We hanged out at KMC Green. Did a lot of silly stuff, played some silly games that we used to play when we were young and laughed real out loud with all our strength till my stomach cramped(Fortunately, I still can remembered what I've studied before that)...I think those couples that "tengah pat toh" around there sure can't stand of us..Imagine, a group of medical students were running all around da field playing "Eagle catches Chicks"... SWEAT!!! I have da videos...damn malu to upload here...show you guys when I'm back to msia which is in August.

Happy Chinese New Year

ＨＡＰＰＹ　ＣＨＩＮＥＳＥ　ＮＥＷ　ＹＥＡＲ！！！

p/s : Daddy, mummy, sis and bro...I miss you all. Friends, miss you guys too.

Reunion Dinner

Music played now on my windows media player "大团圆".
Just finished video conferencing with my paternal family, they are having reunion dinner now. Was reading physiology just now, Dad called and asked me to come online cuz the reunion dinner was going to start soon. Get to see my fellow cousins, uncles and aunties. In an hour time, I will be having reunion dinner with "chinese family" in Manipal. One week study break is gone, we didn't hang out much for da last whole week and yet some I didn't get to meet them at all. Eh, not trying to be emo here okay? Emo is a heavy word, erm don't know get to hear from who, can't really remember. Ciaoz ...got errands to run before da dinner and I'm going to be late I think..cuz now is 605pm...

Felt

First time Ever

Haih. A good way to start this post. Was playing facebook with my cousie just now. She is in malaysia now. Fly from Hong Kong to celebrate CNY with us but this year excluding me. In few more days, those in australia will reach in Malaysia as well. And yet, I'M IN INDIA. I came to india in march 2008 and seriously I never miss home at all. Maybe a bit not that much. Till now. Suddenly, I miss my Ah ma's baked egg cake, pig trotters, keropok, yam cake, fried noodles, pork intestine soup and a lots more especially now, during CNY. I miss gambling. I miss sitting around at grandpa's house chit chatting with my relatives especially with those fly back from overseas. I miss whole day just keep chewing cookies and junk food. I miss keep drinking Carlsberg, coke, Yeo's drink, Jolly shandy. I miss queueing up to wait for my turn to bath cuz there're 50 something people in one house and only 3 bathrooms (previously only one). I miss squeezing with others to sleep in the living room. I miss da atmosphere where 50 something people in one house will stay together for around 4 days, have 5 meals together per day including tea time and supper. I miss seeing my lil cousins running around, fight for toys and cry. Though sometimes is quite annoying, when I was lil kid, I was a bully as well. There's still a bunch of feelings which I don't know how to express here. What to do? Ciaoz ...got to attend to my biochemistry..

A song by Michael Buble, titled HOME.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Survive in Nerding Mode

How to be a nerd without being distracted? Strong determination is needed. I need to be strong in order to survive till uni exam ends. May God bless me to get thro' this.

Need to be strong to be a nerd

Return

Damn...MU goes up to top...It's okay. I hope Liverpool able to crash Everton at Anfield tonight. Earlier in this season, Everton lost to Liverpool and both goals were scored by El Nino,Fernando Torres. Now he is back from a hamstring injury. Watch out, Everton!!!

My favorite player

Fernando Torres

Slow slow slow

3 days of study break were gone...what I can say is, if I still continue my revision at this pace, definitely I'm not able to finish it within 3 weeks. There's something bothering me lah...I hope it's solved by now...I really don't know. Kind of predicted about this. Nat, concentrate...study study study!!! "Study mood", come to me!!!

Motivation

Feel da Atmosphere

Just received a parcel from my mum. Basically, I wanted my mum to send me my winter clothes cuz will be visiting North India at da end of february. Haha. Anyway, I refused that my mum to send me all da CNY cookies though she wanted too. I found one very CNY taste T-shirt in my parcel...LOL...mum, so thoughtful of you to get me that. I think I will just wear it once for so called "Reunion Dinner" with 19 chinese friends of mine...maybe will use as my sleeping tee...seriously, haha. CNY's atmosphere, in India can't feel it at all I think. In addition, I'm having study break NOT holidays. Some of my friends' parents will send da cookies over, I guess they don't mind sharing with me gua...ngek..Need to catch up for my revision now, later going Udupi police station to renew my residential permit. Happy preparing CNY for those in Malaysia...And Happy studying and countdown-ing for uni exam to manipal peeps. Ciaoz...

Gear Up

Exam over yesterday...From what I did yesterday till now, it's seemed I really in holiday mood. Went to look for apartment yesterday but this time it has da result. Finally found one with reasonable price and near to my taste, I think so. Planned to start studying after dinner, but it was not working. I arranged my notes and past years paper while waiting for housekeeper to clean my room. I wrote 845pm. I waited till 1130pm and she was not here yet. At last, I've found out I wrote 504 instead of 514 and da housekeeper was waiting at room 504. LOL. After that, I wanted to sleep but still early cuz usually I won't sleep that early...Put my hands on da mouse again and started downloading some new songs. My wireless subscription will due soon and I'm not going to renew it for goodness sake. I will be out dated again without internet connection.

Today, I woke up for breakfast. Then went to Udupi with friends around 11am cuz some of them wanna buy some stuff...Had a nice lunch at one of da hotel cost me 460 rupees...It's not that da food is expensive, is me too greedy ordered portion for two. My satiety center is really activated cuz so long didn't have nice meal and get to enjoy da food slowly (since xmas eve)...It's perfect when it comes with beer...haha, I ordered Foster beer at da right time, goes smoothly with da food...Anyway, fun time is over. I need to and I should start studying now. It's time to gear up. Friends, thanks for encouragement and advice. Hey my housemie-to-be and advisor, remember to "jaga" my discipline.

p/s: carly, i noe wat is on ur mind now. "this gal, alwes beer nee..." haha....eh, what can i do? here dun ve Chilis or any German restaurant also...ngek..

Nil

4th block exam is officially ended this morning and i guess I didn't do well...and now is STUDY BREAK. 22 days to uni exam...sienz

I'm not coming back

Woohoo...just finished anatomy spotters exam!!!!!!!! Relieved a bit though tough theory papers are coming up next tuesday. These few days when I online, quite a number of friends asked me whether I'm coming back for CNY... haih..It's a sad sad NO. Friends and relatives, I'm not coming back for CNY cuz during that time is study break for uni exam which will be held start from 7th Feb. India is weird...no holiday on New Year, no holidays for CNY. At least da school should grant us holidays but not STUDY BREAK. Haih. this year gonna miss da chance for gambling session which usually will take place at my house till 3 or 4am....and you guys need to find another fella's house for this...

This week's weight = 1 tonne

Another weekend is coming, my theory papers will be starting on next Tuesdays and it will last for 3 days. So called STUDY BREAK will start immediately on friday. Just finished my anatomy viva voce and I think i did okay though I was freaking tensed. This week was a horrible nightmare @ mess..I can't find a word to describe. Started from monday til friday, it's tiring and damn stressed. Stressed till I don't feel like talking compared to usual me. From monday, physiology practical exam > anatomy class test > physiology SDL test>physiology Viva Voce > Anatomy Viva Voce > Anatomy Spotters Exam.... till friday is FULLY occupied..Trying my best to get thro' tonight for spotters exam..At least able to get a decent sleep of 6 hours for tomorrow night after completing Anatomy spotters exam before started my revision for da theory papers...

p/s: need to mourn for my favorite phone W850i which I tried so hard to get it before that, as my 19th year old birthday present from my mum. Now it's dying...

Maximum Stress = Boiling Point

Pictures explain all.... I hope I'm able to blog another post soon if time is allowed..an apology to all my blog's readers...

From yesterday...

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!

Woohoo, it's new year...screw da new year's resolution, i don't have one in my mind...and it's sad I need to spend my new year here...No beer, no countdown..Anyway, I just back from my lectures building roof top...did a stupid and meaningless countdown there with a few of my batch mates and thanks for all da new year's hugs..Again, wish everyone : Happy blessed New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!