Insignificant in Future

Thank God now I am not in the mood to study so able to update my blog. A burden is off from my shoulder after finished anatomy spotters exam. And you know what??? I really screw it!!! Haha. Anatomy theory paper on tuesday, I wonder how I will die on that day. No matter how hard I study, I still can't remember everything like the course, relations of nerves and arteries. Others just study and able to remember it. Now I really have doubt with my decision. Since A-level, I knew "my brain" doesn't have that great capacity and yet I still decided to enter this career. I still can recall a lecturer told us in PPD ( Personal and Personality Development. something like that not very sure), she said a difference in 25 marks can't determine what doctor you will be in future. (passing mark=50, distinction=75), so just be who you are and don't compare with others. I'm not sure whether is a right thing to do by using her phrase to console myself after I screwed up everything. Whatever experienced have encountered in this first anatomy spotters exam, I will take it as a lesson. Anatomy this subject really remind me of Additional math during high school time and physics during Pre-U. Exam finishing in next friday, new block will start immediately on saturday. It's the time to make a change.