July 4, 2010

"Awesome" World Cup

Awesome world cup without brazil and argentina, this is a good news for both germany and spain...Germany really played well just now. Argentina should really start singing "Don't cry for me, Argentina!!!" 
Watch the game while eating chic-kut-teh and yam rice, first trial out in india, it really taste good.
Hopefully spain will go all out for tonight's game. Torres, score more please. I wanna wear my newly bought espana kit during FINAL.



June 27, 2010

Nil

Just wanna write for some random updates. Surgery end posting test and viva voce session is over. Still okay lah..but not really satisfy with my performance. Medicine posting is up next. Two more postings to go, another 6 more weeks to go for me to kiss Malaysia homeland. I already order boxes to pack my stuff in order to be shipped back to malaysia. This year world cup seriously is not that exciting and interesting at all. I hope those great teams can make it to last but not seeing some teams just winning by luck. Til now, two finalist team for da previous world cup are out. Can't wait to go for a long holidays. Without books, without studies, without patient, without patient history taking, without hours of standing for case presentation...
I just want sunny days, blue sea and clean beach for me to relax. Used to say, rainy days induce sleep. Not just that, it enhances emo response as well. Tomorrow will be away for movie and some shopping. Hopefully can find a nice place to watch germany vs england game.

June 15, 2010

Door (Ranting version)

You think you're right, I think I'm not wrong either, at the end nothing can be solved. I'm trying to fix it, I did whatever I'm able to and my heart's up to, just that da door is not opened to let it all out. If I don't care at all, I wouldn't had give a shit about it. It's occupying my mind, consuming my energy and I'm mentally tired. If only "it's all up to you" in my mind, I won't be sitting here and writing this post cuz I've done whatever I can do. I just need a fucking key to unlock da door. Once more, don't take it for granted.
And thank God, there's still lot of beautiful things and good people to make me happy.

This post specially dedicated to a few souls whom had/have/having some significant meaning in my life from the past, past continuous, present, present continuous and on-going. From every encounters, I get to know who you really are when my mind really can't take it anymore. For you, you just lost da last chance to understand me further more. The funny thing is I thought you know me, at first. Like I said, never try, never know. I do not predict the outcome as long as I'm feeling happy right now. It's enough for me. I'm doing it with sincerity that I can swear to God about it and a little expectation a normal human being should have, if the outcome is not favorable or what I want, maybe this is da definite outcome. Everything will fade by time. At least, I've tried. No regrets.

June 8, 2010

Iphone 4


New iphone is out for pre-order and officially out in US on 24 June.

May 31, 2010

Nil

Had a basketball friendly match with MCON's girls team. Not bad huh, at least we won the game. Really used up almost all my energy. After that, went for dinner. Caught in the rain after finished, not able to ride bike back home. Spent around 3 hours at friend's apartment just waiting for rain to stop. Almost doze off at people's bed. Feeling very tired, last night only get to sleep for 4 hours cuz stayed up late for dramas.
Today was a looooooong day.

May 25, 2010

Boring post

Skyped with my sis last night, she told me to update my blog cuz da last post I wrote is like more than a week ago. Okay, this post specially write for you lah...if you're able to understand, if not, take out a dictionary to check for meaning since you're so free.
Today is my second day of OBG posting in Udupi hospital, as usual reached hospital by college bus about 945am. Dr. Parvati asked us go to OT (operation theaters). Wear da green and ugly surgical clothes, cap and mask, prepare to go into OT. Not bad huh, get to see 3 cases of caesarean delivery and abdominal hysterectomy (removal of uterus). First case of C-section, the patient is having uterine fibroid with pre-eclampsia. Second case, the patient is healthy and this is her second gravida, of course the baby is healthy too. Third case, it's an emergency case. The baby is under distress, mum is advised for immediate caesarean delivery. When da surgery is going on, we're hoping that the baby will be alright. After baby is pulled out from uterus by doctor, there's present of meconium in amniotic fluid. Paediatrician passed a tube through nose and mouth of da baby to aspirate da amniotic fluid. Thank god, the baby is fine. Last case is just removal of  uterus and ovary cuz the lady is having ovarian cyst with history of uterine fibroid. Some fibroid are still present though she previously undergone myomectomy.
Tired cuz standing for hours in OT. Okay, that's it, a boring post.

May 16, 2010

Karkala

I'm now having OBG posting in Karkala hospital. One thing good about posting in Karkala are no posting on saturday and everyday lunch time till 2.30pm. Since there's no posting yesterday, my friends and me went to a nearby island, St. Mary's Island to picnic. I'm glad that surgery posting is cancelled last minute so that more people going with us, initially only 5 of us. Got up early to prepare food. Everything were smooth, do not caught waiting for bus or boat for too long. We spent almost half a day in da island. Came back in da evening. A bit sun burn cuz apply not enough sun block. I'm shiny dark now. LOL.

One bad thing about OBG posting, the doctors are too busy with their work and  have no time for us. End up, I really don't know what are da things we supposed to know. So just read up whatever it is basic or things I feel it's interesting whenever I can loh... This afternoon went library, end up spending most of da time sleeping cuz da AC is cold and made me so comfy. I guess energy not yet recovered. Continue to sleep after came back from library. Till now, dinner time...I'm feeling fresh now. Guess will go library again after dinner since I'm not yet getting da textbook I wanna use.

May 15, 2010

感情用事?

Recently I'm always full with emotion, almost everyday. Mostly are da good one I guess especially during paediatrics posting, I'm feeling good when seeing those cute, healthy kids. And, realise how fortunate I'm when seeing those ill looking child with oxygen mask over da face and cannular on their hand.
Other people emotion let me know that how important I'm and how unimportant I'm to them. Though da process  to digest and figuring out emotion maybe tiring, unpleasant or pissed, but all da outcome is good and satisfying. At least till now what I've encountered. Maybe there's some still in da grey area, anyway, TIME will prove.

对没什么好感的人,我自己都会走远。。。对你就不同了,有时会有想整死你的感觉,你也算蛮特别的嘛,开心吗?敢爱敢恨不见得是件坏事,也许得罪的人多,至少是真心的。。。 总好过那些“努力”在当着圣人但却被人识破了他真正的想法。。可悲。

May 8, 2010

Tumblr's fault

Very lazy to update my blog recently. Quite tiring after back from posting, especially when need to read up for some topics. Paediatrics posting in Udupi is coming to an end next tuesday. I enjoyed da posting cuz I learned a lot from Dr. Saumil and Dr. Dinesh. except da part need to stand in da ward for quite a long time for history taking from patients and during case presentations...cuz da weather is very warm even da fans are spinning at maximum speed. Just finished supremo 3 on 3 basketball game. Quite satisfy with da result. Looking forward to next posting, OBG. But gotta settle paed end posting test on next tuesday.

May 3, 2010

哭

只有曾经真心付出的人 才懂得 何谓哭 为何哭, 再坚强的心
偶尔也会脆弱 心会痛 心也会感动