What to hold on?

Paediatrics posting at Karkala hospital is coming to an end tomorrow. Paediatrics posting will be continued at Udupi hospital. Seriously, only those rare and special cases interest me during posting. Those common cold, fever, cough...not really interesting though I'm not capable to diagnose some of them. I've started to feel a bit bored though babies are still cute. I wonder why those doctors do not get bored consulting and diagnosing da same illnesses and diseases. But when I look at their expression, they never give me da feelings they're feeling bored or  just da same old routine they need to do like that. They just smile when they look at healthy babies, they are being patience with those crying and not cooperative babies. I can understand the feeling of seeing a very sick child came to you today and he's running around actively da next day in da ward. It's a HAPPY feeling. I feel it but da passion seem doesn't last long in me. I guess there's lot more for me to learn. Way to go.

Nil

I feel like blogging but don't know what to write. So, continue from last post. The boy who admitted hospital due to pneumonia, he already recovered and actively playing around in da ward when I visited him. And he holding his dad's phone, playing with da camera function. The new sport complex is nice. I love it but too bad gotta leave this place in 4 months time.

Paeds

Today's my second day in paediatrics posting. Posted to a hospital in Karkala, 45 mins bus ride from my campus. Everyday leaves at 930am after an hour of lectures and back at manipal around 5 or 530pm in da evening. In these two days, seen some few interesting cases. Yesterday, a mum brought her 3 years old boy, he is suffered from pneumonia. Her mum complaint that he was coughing all night long thats why he is sleeping when  they're were in OPD..he only open his eyes when he is coughing. The mum looked pale and she cried while she's explaining to doctor. You know this remind me of what? It reminds me, last time I always had gastritis especially during exam period, sometime the pain made me not able to sleep. Then my mum will get up and massage my abdomen to make me feel better so that I can sleep and constantly check on me.

The babies are really cute. I'm just a third year medic student, nothing much can be done. Maybe some history taking, some general examination.. and holding some toys to make thos babies stop crying. LOL. More stuff is coming up next.

Replacement?

I've found that these days I didn't blog very often like I used to, maybe cuz I got myself a tumblr account. Blogging, for me, it's just let myself express feelings and thoughts other than let my friends knowing about life. I like da reblog function of tumblr, whenever I found da words or phrase I like, as in, it explained what I'm feeling now or used to feel or I think it fits in any of my friends' situation. I will reblog it. I always face problem composing post with da correct words to explain how I feel cuz I have not enough vocabs in my mind. Keep repeating da same word. I guess I've found satisfaction when I get to reblog those tumblr post which explain exactly how I feel, so kind of not really care about my Mr. Just A Crap.

Yea, end posting exam is over today. Conclusion is, I should have sleep properly last night instead of hugging da thick textbook and struggling on my bed. Get my ass out of bed at 430am to prepare power point slide for presentation which barely use for 2 minutes cuz lecturer was rushing us and wanna skip some of the slides. It's really kind of tensed to present in front of 6 lecturers. I almost eat all my words. Folio, detailed data analysis, reports, presentation...everything came in last minutes. This is indeed a long week. I'm feeling very relieved right now. Guess will hit da bed early tonight. So far, 3rd is great and I'm very thankful for whatever I'm having now.

Graphssss, Piessssss

I don't like doing those data analysis. These few days, after came back from posting, only sit in front lappie handling those data and reports on microsoft word, excel SHIT, power point. SIENZ. Two more days, community medicine posting will be over. Overall, I only like da field trip part but not DATA analysis. Now kinda looking forward to paediatrics posting, starting next monday. I like cute babies. lol..One more thing, happy welcome back to my scootie.

p/s: why nowadays a bit diff eh???it's not right...

Assures Me

I feel really sleepy for everyday 8am class. Almost every class, I dozed off. Community medicine posting almost coming to an end. End posting exam on this Saturday. Currently busy with data analysis and writing reports for every places that we've visited. Total of 9 including a WELL. LOL. Statistic department seem not so willing to  help us in data analysis. Now it's time to be greatful that we had MSP during 2nd year. Initially lecturers thought we don't know how to handling those data using computer so send us to statistic department. But the staff is not that helpful, we've learned nothing from them. Get back to classroom, each group took out laptops and working it on excel sheet. I guess da PG who in charged of us is surprised. I can see from his face.

Bored

Community medicine is really kind of bored lah... First two days of community diagnosis was kind of fun cuz it's something new to me. It's getting bored when come to 3rd, 4th, 5th day. Argh. Afternoon posting is very tiring la, keep on dozing off in class even in hospital. Yesterday, caught by lecturer some more. Haih.

ps: this post got a lot lah lah lah...Happy birthday, dad!!!!! Love you.

Exactly How I Feel

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Face it

A lot of stuff happened recently, in silence. People know that, might not in detailed, people just don't want mention about it. I noticed there's changes. Maybe you, you and you too. Don't jump into conclusion when you're not giving a chance for others to explain themselves. For one thing that happened, need not dig out all da past negative stuff and superadded to it. It's just not fair. Why not put all da positive thingy or goodie thingy or those little small favors a person had done for you together, just to convince yourself to give a chance to him to explain or your mind to re-judge everything?

It's just disappointing. Third year, everyone too free huh?

Nothing Gonna Change

Went to Goa last Thursday, it changed not much since my last visit. I'm still loving it. Walking under da sun with beer in hand, sitting at da shack, enjoying meal and da beach scenery. These 3 days, I hardly drank plain water but only beer. I hope can visit Goa again before leaving Manipal.

Today is my birthday. Kind of old, lol. Had a simple dinner with a bunch of friends. And thanks for those "predicted" surprise when I back at home. I'm happy but don't know how to express it.

Nil