Argh!!!!!!!!!

I wanna blog a post to express my emotions and feelings during this period..preparation for 4th block exam as well as uni exam(hopefully it is)...feeling so miserable...can't find another word to describe it...Time's running out and fast!!!! wah, "can die"..."can die".. other than "sweat", this is da words I just started to use recently....

I love this!!!

1	Liverpool	20	13	6	1	22	45
2	Chelsea	20	12	6	2	31	42
3	Manchester United	17	10	5	2	18	35
4	Arsenal	20	10	5	5	10	35
5	Aston Villa	19	10	5	4	10	35
6	Everton	20	9	5	6	2	32
7	Wigan Athletic	19	8	4	7	3	28
8	Hull City	19	7	6	6	-8	27
9	Fulham	19	6	8	5	4	26
10	West Ham	20	7	4	9	-4	25
11	Bolton Wanderers	20	7	2	11	-6	23
12	Portsmouth	20	6	5	9	-12	23
13	Manchester City	20	6	4	10	8	22
14	Newcastle United	20	5	7	8	-6	22
15	Sunderland	20	6	4	10	-8	22
16	Tottenham Hotspur	20	5	5	10	-5	20
17	Middlesbrough	19	5	5	9	-11	20
18	Stoke City	20	5	5	10	-15	20
19	Blackburn Rovers	20	4	6	10	-14	18
20	West Bromwich	20	5	3	12	-19	18

Cherish

Scouting friends who had accompanied me for five years of high school life. We played, we suffered, we organised activities, we argued... At last, we did make a different...

Classmates of A-levels for 1.5 years...I remembered da time we're struggling to finish assignments, chemistry work by ms. voon, studied in common room and hung out at "mamak" stall...

Another bunch which I'm going to walk with for another 5 years...

Xmas Eve

It's pathetic la...how can it be, da exam is held during christmas eve?? Luckily I've got thro it...and tomorrow is holiday. My place here definitely is not as happening as in KL...tonight will be spending da christmas eve with my friends having a simple xmas eve dinner instead of going church cuz da midnight mass last till after 12am and hostels have curfew..but i will go to churh for tomorrow morning mass...though tomorrow is holiday, there's no big plan being planned since block exam and uni exam are near so enjoy tonight...feel da xmas....

Insecure

My revision progress for today was not bad though yesterday seem suffer from insomnia (or da black coffee i drank for dinner had its effect which normally don't)....Just came back from a friend's early birthday celebration since we will be having histology practical exam on christmas eve...Spending christmas in india is pathetic lah....no proper xmas celebration at here also... haih, don't know why..feeling damn insecure....

How??!!!

I'm having many question marks in my mind now...How not to feel sleepy? How to be more concentrate? Where to start for revision? How to start? And a lots more.... I'm really LOST!!!!!

Seriously, this is da Last

1. What’s your ambition?

A doctor. Earn enough in future to lead da life I want.

2.Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Friends. DuHh!

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
Never.

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
At times yes. Sometimes no.

5.How many babies you want?
Most people know that I will go for adoption. But my desired number of kids is 2 and maybe 3.

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. It's Science. Depends where you stand.

7.What is your goal for this year?
This year going to end soon. I hope I pass my uni exam next year February.

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
I think so.

9.When is your birthday? (HAHAHAHA!)
6th of April

10.What are you really afraid of?
Lose any friend at this time especially those I really care.

11.What are your bad habits?
Addicted to crapping sessions, internet and SMS-ing. That's it. Time not allow me to do so much.

12.Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
You noticed my imperfections? Next time tell me before start hating me. I will explain myself. Thanks for giving me another chance.

13.State a random fact about yourself.
I'm not a boy. LOL

14.Do you have any pets?
Yeah. But currently don't have any.

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
All types of malaysian food.

16.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words.

16. What's your first choice for christmas present?
Sony Ericsson Xperia X1 which sounds impossible

17.Are you currently single or...?
Single!

18.What is in your mind now?
Are they useless?

19.Who are you?
Homosapien. Hopefully.

20.What makes you happy?
Many things. Too much. Currently, enjoy coffee and crap with friends at CCD.

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 peoples. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they’ve been tagged.

I will tag:

• Sin Siuew
• Hwee Wen
• Dennis Yuean

I cant think of another two.

Dad, can I buy this? LOL

It will be so great if I'm able to get this for christmas present. LOL. It's Sony Ericsson Xperia X1...

It's time to make a Wishlist

Christmas is around da corner which I really can't feel it. I'm counting down days to university exam instead of Christmas and New Year. This year my christmas wishlist will be a bit different. cuz parents are not with me (i mean their credit cards..lol), no friends here have da tradition of exchanging christmas presents... last but not least, no decent shopping mall here to get da stuff I want.. Here comes my wishlist :

• Time, please go slow
• Brain, be more effective
• No more big bomb blasts or terrorists attack, anywhere in India
• Pass all da subjects for tests, 4th block exam and uni exam
• Big problems stay away from me...whatever it is
  

For time remaining until university exam finish, these are all I want. May God always be with me. Haha...

p/s: carly, if u read this post....maybe you should keep my christmas present till next year august when I'm coming back to Malaysia...ngek

Good Cause

Today is my first time visit a slum area as seldom to get a chance to do so back in Malaysia. I've learned quite a number of things. Able to get to communicate and spend time with those needy people who are seldom approached by others unlike those reachable organisation eg: orphanage, old folks home and etc. Besides, I get to learn their language Kanada in order to speak with them. They are the poorest of poor. We departed to the slum area around 315pm by auto shared by 3 person per auto. I guess the pictures belows explain it all...

One of my senior is showing the kids the correct method of brushing teeth. Most of the kids just looked at us instead of her. Haha.

They were lining up after getting the complimentary tooth paste and tooth brushes distributed by us. The lilttle girl in da pic above looked so innocent and cute. I love this pic.

They were so happy and gave a sign of peace in front of the camera.

Now it's the time for them to apply what they've learned just now.

Actually most of da kids are not listening when the senior was explaining. So, better show them da real action.

They were doing great. But some of them swallowed the toothpaste until we told them not to do so.

After da brushing teeth session, we were busy distributing da used clothes to them. Thus, lesser photo is taken.

All da kids n adults after they've got their clothes, our members will chop a sign on their hand to prevent some of them took too many sets of clothes. Who knows? They were so clever, they went to washed off the sign and came to line up again. The situation seem out of control and some of them even try to grab da clothes from our lecturer who following us. Of course we shouted and tried to chase them away, guess we need to protect da lecturer gua...At last, our leader asked us to pack and leave immediately. A group of kids still pulling da bags which contain clothes while we trying to move it back to da car. After safely moving all the stuff into da car. The leader shouted, "MMMC people, let's go!!!" (sounds more like RETREAT or Abandon ship... lol)... Of course I showered myself properly after back at home cuz senior told us da skin disease is CONSTAGIOUS...(cuz touched and hugged da kids).. Overall, it was fun and beneficial.

So Much To Do For Them

I've joined a voluntary organisation named Huluran Kasih. Tomorrow will be the first time to visit a slum area nearby Manipal to help those needy people. If I'm not mistaken (according to seniors), our mission for tomorrow is to teach them how to brush their teeth, complimentary toothbrush and tooth paste will be distributed to them. Used clothes donated by our students and staffs will be distributed to them as well. I passed by the place before whenever I visit Udupi , by bus or auto. The living condition is bad. Will update you guys more after I back from the trip tomorrow if da internet connection is working well. Gotta go, to attend a short briefing session for tomorrow's trip. Ciao...

Trying to Get Back

These two days my studies progress was slow due to some unpredicted and unpleasant events. Haih. And finally interbatch game is over last night. I felt relieved. To my friends and relatives, don't worry about me cuz Mumbai's attack doesn't affect me at all. My place is 12 hours train ride from there. University exam coming in 9 weeks time. There's a unsolved question in my mind whether moving out to apartment next year. A lot of hesitations and considerations. I really need to figure it out cuz seem like it keeps pulling me and others as well. Caught in the middle. Between what I want and what I should really take into considerations. I'M REALLY STUCKED!!!

Sometimes, if someone keep mentioning or keep repeating some teasing stuff. It's really irritate me. If only mention for a few times, I will take it as a joke. If in the long run and keep mentioning that, I will take it as he or she is having intentions and serious about what he or she is saying. It happened before and I lost a friendship because of that though that time the stuff was applied true to my friend but not me. If seriously meant it that way or having any problem with me, just be straight-forward. I will clarify it. And don't beat about the bush by teasing here and there or whenever and wherever. Don't simply jump into conclusion when I think you're still don't know me enough to do so. With the age you're having now, should be able to know what should and shouldn't be said at the right time.