Falling together

When it's falling apart, it gives you chance to put it back together. This is the time for others to see your effort and how much you mean it. I always believe, when you're being real to others and to yourself, I'm pretty sure they will treat you right. When you're really care, it's just hard to tell yourself not to think about it anymore. So try to fight for what you want before telling yourself "Life goes on, right?". However, do not ever pretend to care when deep down of your heart doesn't want to give a shit about it.

Nil

"It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it's even harder to give up when you think it's everything you want."

~quoted from friend's facebook shout out~

Devastated

I'm mentally and physically tired. My first posting is community medicine, too much of theories in da classroom is kind of bored. Today's first visit to a rural primary health care center is fun except it's freaking hot. Maybe Dr. Kamath is right, although there's only few health workers in da center but their jobs is to ensure health for a few villages...you might feel more accomplished serving in a rural area rather than earning big bucks in city. I don't know right now. Yet to know in future.

掉了

I like this song by A-mei. I always love sad songs. This is da 2nd time I'm blogging at airport. Airport is a sad place also, makes people emo. 10pm flight back to India. Next post onwards, the timing will be in India time zone. (+5.30 GMT). Goodbye Malaysia.

ps: 乒乓球酱小。。。弹来弹去。。。酱快。。。看什么？

Nil

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same.

Honest differences of opinion should never be permitted to destroy a friendship.

Never forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours.

True friends stab you in the front.

true friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not.

Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay.

Even if we never talk again after tonight, please remember that I am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me

"Your friends are what will matter in the end."

And I'm still here, waiting here, to catch you if you fall. I don't know why I care so much when I shouldn't care at all.

What are friends for, if you can't use them.

Piglet sidled up behind Pooh. "Pooh," he whispered. "Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you."

Never let your friendship die because of a lie, Tell the truth

GaGa & Beyonce

Nil

"People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. THAT IS WHY I BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON."

~quoted from friend's facebook shoutout

What's going on

A friend of mine recommended Cougar Town, a TV series to me. I think it's an okay series only. But can't be denied that Jules is a cool mum, for that mother-son relationship and friendship with her son..Kinda way too cool for me, about her sex life. LOL. I guess my friend wants to have a hot and sexy mum :p

I think I'm way too too too lazy. Lazy to bath. Lazy to eat. Lazy to go out. Lazy to visit dentist. Even lazy to watch drama. Dramas are draining all my energy. By the end of da way, I just don't feel like looking at laptop anymore. Close my eyes, lay on da bed and just listen to da conversation. Now I'm seriously getting bored of it. Holidays is going to end soon. Yet so many stuff and problem not yet settled. Hope everything will be settled before back to India. So come on, gotta keep physically and mentally fit. Good night everyone. I hope I'm able to get up early tomorrow to visit dentist.

p/s: Coming to an end? Kinda sucks, right?

Halo

Finished watching 13 episodes of Glee in one day. Told myself wanna abstain from laptop for two days to let my eyes rest. At last, it didn't work out. Other than dramas and browsing facebook, I have nothing else to do. Internet is my current addiction. Few hours without it, withdrawal syndrome appears. Connection a bit fluctuating now. PPS loading is not smooth. I shall continue dramathon tomorrow. Doing some blog walking and listening to music. Then will hit da bed soon.

AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ReasonSSSSSs beneath this....

Since when

Dad came back yesterday. It's our first family dinner since da day I'm back from India. Holidays going to end soon. As usual, I did nothing much. Currently watching two dramas now. Glee and House. I like Glee. It's good recommendation for those like musical stuff and high school story line. Last time, I'm not really into House compared to Grey's Anatomy and Nip/Tuck. After I've started watching it, not bad huh..A lot of stuff I've learned in med school during these two years. My eyes are red. I guess looking at laptop too much. Almost 24/7. So I think I should sleep earlier tonight and let my eyes rest.

Gotta talk

It seem doesn't getting better. Been watching HOUSE for da whole day. Tumour this word always appear. Now like a tumour stuck in my head. If this tumour is not removed, it will affect my action and speech. Hopefully, it doesn't metastases. Physician and patient gotta talk right? Just a lame metaphor.

The weather is killing. Argh.

18 days

5 mins to 3am. It's EARLY in da morning. Finish watching the last episode of Next, Happiness. Officially finished 3 dramas in one week time. Gotta decide what drama to watch next. As usual, gonna blog a post before I go to bed. Went out for shopping again with mum after dinner. But spent lesser compared to yesterday. A few things in my list still not yet buy, I guess only will look for it when I'm in KL. More choices. Bumped into two primary school friends at Old Town when yumcha with mum. One of them going to Germany on Tuesday for student exchange programme whereas another one graduating next year. Argh, I have another 3 years to go. Played some fire crackers with bro after he came back from tuition, kind of fun. Mum was laughing at us by the side.

Oh, another brand new week is starting tomorrow, means mum and bro gotta go to school. I will feel bored again. I complained "sienz" during study break, now I feel damn bored during holidays. Such a dilemma. But I'm happy with one thing. everyday I get enough sleep.

Tonight's conn is good...

p/s: A lot of stuff 还想不通。。。eg: still thinking whether wanna get myself a camera. Running out of idea for title of the post. Suddenly think of a song named 18days. By the way, I'm not counting down the days for going back to India.