Commander

Another weekend is going to end soon...Haih, time flies. Watched a comedy last night, Life as we know it. It's not bad. Sent baby for a shower today, it's very clean now. Besides, get myself some good food for dinner. I'm feeling satisfied. I've figured out what's the problem with da washing machine in my hostel, get my laundry done smoothly. Recently, got to know some "good-for-me" truth. Oh, I really misjudged. Some people will just put your sincerity at the back of the brain or more appropriately at the ass. There's something you guys definitely have missed it.

Reputation, of course it's important for everyone. When come to da situation you've realised you always putting extra effort to maintain it, definitely you've done something wrong whether intentionally or unintentionally. But too bad, only human beings who treating friends with heart can see through. Others are blindfolded I guess.

p/s: duckie, doggie, monkey....where's da kitty? Oh, it's behind you.

Appreciated

Yesterday, was discussing with group mates in hospital ward whether the college will announce today as holidays. Most of us and even seniors said impossible the college will give us holiday. As usual after surgery lectures, 3pm, gotta head to another lecture hall for medicine lectures. The lectures last minute got cancelled. Replaced with SDL. I headed back my room to complete SDL in order to pass up before 5pm. Back from admin office, was fb-ing ...many MMMC-ians shared a link about Melaka Maju news from Star Online and apparently "day-dreaming" for a day of holiday. I commented on a friend's link , "If college not giving us holiday, how are we going to maju with melaka..lol"

Few minutes later, got a forwarded message from a friend saying that the college last minute decided to give us a holiday. After a short while, the facebook has many emotional shout out. Apparently, ONE day of holiday is really appreciated, no matter how you're going to spend it.

It's almost 2pm in the afternoon. Still seem unproductive. Anyway I really got myself a very refreshing sleep. It's good to have holiday. But I don't feel good on this day.

Nil

路遥知马力，日久见人心。。。

maybe that's what you think of me, but this is how I think of you as well...It's just fair.

When mind doesn't know, the eyes don't see

It is almost 1 week in medicine posting, another 5 weeks to go. The remained half of MBBS life is absolutely busy, hectic, tiring and yet interesting. I guess a time management lesson really into its role now. Many subjects to cover other than morning posting in Melaka GH. I felt very accomplished cuz able to clerk case from patient and made a diagnosis on my own. There's no more language barrier in Malaysia compared when I was in India. Another thing that make me feel glad, patients are willingly to share with us about their life even some of their dirty family secrets esp those elderly patients. They respect us as medical students, as future doctors and most important thing, they trust us. This really helps me a lot in the process of learning medicine and practising medicine. It's only one week and I'm able to imagine and picture how's another two and a half years going to be...I'm ready for it and I'm proud of myself.

Our doctors always tell us doctor's job is to cure sometimes, to relieve often and to comfort always. I agree with that. But doctor should know how to manage himself first before start managing his patients. That's what I always think.

Historic

Gonna start another phase of MBBS life in Melaka, one of the historical city of Malaysia. I love my campus cuz it has all the facilities it should have. I start liking Melaka, I know I will love it even more when I got my own transport. The coming 4 days there will be orientation for newbies, everyday 8am to 4pm will be sitting in conference hall. I wanna say thanks to my friends who bring me around these few days and coming few days.

满足

I wanna live in my own world with my loved ones, those who really understand me. I shall not explain more for anything I've done. You've screwed up every little thing, please stay away from now on, okay?

B3fore taking up books

It's has been weeks I didn't update any post. Half of the holidays are gone. Though I'm not going anywhere for vacation with family but so far still feeling great...I definitely have enough time to rest, to feed myself with good food, recharged and ready for semester 6. Everywhere seem very hectic and packed due to school holidays and raya holidays, finding a parking space is much more harder even in this small city plus the weather out there is killing people if gotta run errand in afternoon. Last Saturday, went for a trip with mum and her friends. It's not bad, just to pass my time lah..even with those aunties. LOL. Been staying at home for almost 3 weeks, will be away few days for KL. Period.

Hussle Bussle

Screw all the hussle bussle I've encountered in da last 72 hours and during da journey back to my homeland. I'm coming back forever, for good. Maid's fried rice is much more better than Snack shack's and Dollop's one. Home sweet home. From now on, all the post will be in Malaysia time zone (GMT +8.00). Gotta get myself some proper sleep on my long lost bed. Period.

Leaving on a jet plane

Title is quoted from a song, though leaving manipal in another 3 days time. Officially done with 2.5 years Phase 1 MBBS course in Manipal, it's tough but I got through it. Another 2.5 years to be continued in Melaka. I'm gonna miss this place, it's bored and nothing much here but it's definitely a very condusive place to study. The days I spent struggling to study in library, the sleepless night with caffeine as my companion, the palpitation I get during exam time, the time riding scooter in da rain on formal clothes and rain coat...I know it looks like a teddy bear. Awww, a bit sad..time flies fast...Anyway, I'm leaving here for good.

you-know-who-you-are

I will change it. And you don't break your promises.