Glee

I love this series so much. It's all about music. They use music to express what they wanna say. Though all da songs not sang originally by them, but they sing really well cuz some of them are Broadway singers. Glee rulezzz. I loike!!!!

Nil

"you can choose how you want to live your life, and i can choose how to live mine. but if you to tell me how to do it, take a good fuckin look at yourself first before you spout shit about someone else. It's their choice. Not yours."

Nil

"When you're down and have hit rockbottom, YOU decide whether to pick yourself back up or not....and there are people who are willing to help, no one ever said you had to do it alone."

累

Till now, only 4 boxes are packed. Yet to know, there will be how many boxes after finish packing. Very hard to estimate leh..I've bought 15 boxes but I know I won't be using all of them. Boxes will be shipped to Malsysia 1 week before we leave Manipal. If pack all the books into the box, means no need study for comprehensive exam? Lol...

Can't wait for holidays to come...Looking forward to days just online, sleep and get rotten at home. Tired of sticking all the boxes with masking tape, cloth tape, cut here cut there...damn tiring. Seriously, I hope mummy is here to help me.

Mega Project

Mega Project officially started today. What's that? Gotta pack my stuff and books into boxes, shipped back by cargo to Malaysia. There's monsoon season over here, gotta make sure to seal da boxes carefully in order to prevent water going in. Just now on experiment to pack da first box. Damn tiring la..maybe today having fever and nose flowing like tap water...I guess wasted too much of my ATPs for just sneezing.

Mum told me a surprise news two days back. Though never expect it will happen(yet to happen), but I'm feeling delighted. Hehe. Medicine posting is over today. Last day of posting, got a interesting case for discussion. A 23 years old, young lady with dextrocardia and recurrent seizures attack. According to seniors, such cases are rare in Malaysia due to different of living standard, I guess. Psychiatry posting is coming up tomorrow. I guess should be interesting.

p/s: 有些事情先检讨自己，也许会找到出路。。。干嘛要让自己困在那？累人也累己。。。逃避永远都不是解决的方案

Dedicated to Paul

Euro Champion 2008 and now they did it again, World Champion 2010

Man of the Match, scored at 116th minute

Viva la Espana

I'm really impressed by Spain players. They played well. Possessions was good. They've tried more attempts compared to Germans. Though German beer tastes nicer, but this time Spanish wine won. That's what I want. I don't like the beginning of the World Cup 2010, too many underdog teams won. Started to like it when Brazil and Argentina are out. Not sure whether Paul the Sotong really has psychic power, but you've made the right choice. I guess octopus will be tomorrow's menu for most of the Germany supporters. Go Spain!!! You're getting nearer.

"Awesome" World Cup

Awesome world cup without brazil and argentina, this is a good news for both germany and spain...Germany really played well just now. Argentina should really start singing "Don't cry for me, Argentina!!!" 

Watch the game while eating chic-kut-teh and yam rice, first trial out in india, it really taste good.

Hopefully spain will go all out for tonight's game. Torres, score more please. I wanna wear my newly bought espana kit during FINAL.

Nil

Just wanna write for some random updates. Surgery end posting test and viva voce session is over. Still okay lah..but not really satisfy with my performance. Medicine posting is up next. Two more postings to go, another 6 more weeks to go for me to kiss Malaysia homeland. I already order boxes to pack my stuff in order to be shipped back to malaysia. This year world cup seriously is not that exciting and interesting at all. I hope those great teams can make it to last but not seeing some teams just winning by luck. Til now, two finalist team for da previous world cup are out. Can't wait to go for a long holidays. Without books, without studies, without patient, without patient history taking, without hours of standing for case presentation...
I just want sunny days, blue sea and clean beach for me to relax. Used to say, rainy days induce sleep. Not just that, it enhances emo response as well. Tomorrow will be away for movie and some shopping. Hopefully can find a nice place to watch germany vs england game.

Door (Ranting version)

You think you're right, I think I'm not wrong either, at the end nothing can be solved. I'm trying to fix it, I did whatever I'm able to and my heart's up to, just that da door is not opened to let it all out. If I don't care at all, I wouldn't had give a shit about it. It's occupying my mind, consuming my energy and I'm mentally tired. If only "it's all up to you" in my mind, I won't be sitting here and writing this post cuz I've done whatever I can do. I just need a fucking key to unlock da door. Once more, don't take it for granted.
And thank God, there's still lot of beautiful things and good people to make me happy.

This post specially dedicated to a few souls whom had/have/having some significant meaning in my life from the past, past continuous, present, present continuous and on-going. From every encounters, I get to know who you really are when my mind really can't take it anymore. For you, you just lost da last chance to understand me further more. The funny thing is I thought you know me, at first. Like I said, never try, never know. I do not predict the outcome as long as I'm feeling happy right now. It's enough for me. I'm doing it with sincerity that I can swear to God about it and a little expectation a normal human being should have, if the outcome is not favorable or what I want, maybe this is da definite outcome. Everything will fade by time. At least, I've tried. No regrets.