Welcome back scootie

Finally got my back scootie after one week back to Manipal. Third week of third block, it's hectic. Started to feel getting not enough sleep everyday. Surprisingly, appetite is increased after back from malaysia though I'm still subscribing mess. I guess after a little while it'll be suppressed again. Studies so far so good. And weather over here is getting better.

Recently, kind of get to realize of a lot of things like some reasoning and thinking. Don't know how to put everything in words. Some people seriously need to accept that not everyone have da same thoughts like you even though you think you're right. In some situation, it applies to me as well. And, some people are just pathetically weird. They seem desperately looking for something that doesn't belong to them. Come on, what's da problem struggling so hard out there? Some stuff, just need to let them come naturally. If it's yours, eventually it will be. Besides, some need to get up and live for yourself. Wakie wakie...Have the character you should have. And sometimes, don't talk when not necessary or just don't cross da line are good policy to follow..Everything will be good in term until the end.

"Friends are there for crisis and good rounds of gossip."

"It's sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them."
p/s: sometimes, i just couldn't help it.

Rules Still Rules

Classes are commenced for almost a week. Even though there were 3 days of extension for holidays, there were stil 34 students "ponteng" for da first two days. I guess this should be noted down in MMMC history or in da M-life. LOL. Dean was angry and da so called Love Letter is issued to those students. By the way, that's all da dean can do. I thought something different might happen this time cuz never get to see him so SERIOUS before. Anyhow, those students are safe now and allowed to attend class.

The coming half year gonna be a tough one. University exam is ahead waiting for me. So far, I didn't fall asleep during lectures cuz these few days slept quite early, before 12am or 1am like that. Workload is getting heavier now...All da Ls are coming again next week. Sometime really don't understand, why we need to pay so much of tuition fees for "Self learning"? SDL and IL topics for microbiology are more than those need to be taught in class. There will be lectures on saturday for continuous 6 weeks means now only have one day off. And I won't be feeling that happy during Friday nights anymore. Glad that this friday will be a public holiday. Yippie!!! I bet most of da juniors are definitely busy planning for Goa.

Gotta stop here, this post kind of long compared to usual cuz I'm feeling bored now. A lot of things happened around me since holidays...even come to a situation, almost end a friendship. I guess we need time and have a lot more to learn. 每一段爱情和友情得来不易，且珍惜。

From Home to House

Whoa, time is going at a real fast pace. Reaching in Changi seem like just happened yesterday. And tomorrow I will be going there again to fly back to India. One month of holidays is gone in this way, that way and whatever ways. This holidays, I slacked till maximum...though this time didn't shop a lot, but after pressing my calculator. I did actually spend a lot. Didn't meet up with too many friends during this vacation, I think can finish counting using my toes and fingers. Kinda spent more time at home and with family. Laziness was one of da reason and some was coming at da not right timing, so, sorry for I couldn't make it. I guess we will have more meet ups and gathering after a year. Hectic workloads and a NO LIFE life will be starting this friday. Gotta pack up my feelings and overcome my post-hols narcoleptic syndrome. Whatever vacations and trips to overseas you all (friends, family and cousins) had mentioned will motivate me to keep working till next vacation.
I now announce this holidays come to an end. Period.

Midway of Boredom

" Cry if you need to, it's good to cry out all your tears
(because only then will make you be able to smile again)"

"It's sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them."
p/s: sometimes, i just couldn't help it.

" Learning is a gift. Even when pain is your teacher."

"People don't get me so they assume I'm wrong."

"I sometimes want to have a horrible accident so I can find out which of my friends actually care."

" I don't believe in the word "regret", I believe in the phrase "you fucked up and now you learn from it"

" What I say and what I think of you are two different things."

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."

"Your worst battle is between what you know and what you feel."

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain."

"If it didn't matter, you wouldn't be thinking about it."

" Time heals almost everything. Give TIME time."

"Do not give up. The beginning is always the hardest."

Irreplaceable

One more week I will be going back to India. I'm feeling intimidated. Once again, I'm scared I couldn't cope with works. And da feelings of disappointment comes again and again. Last weekend was a well spent one. I met up with my cousins in KL on da way back from penang. At first, just thought of meeting some of them cuz I don't want give others any trouble. Who knows? All of them who are staying in KL made an effort to meet up with me including my aunt and little cousins. I'm feeling very touched. Had a great night with them. It reminds me da days we went for family vacation and had so much fun. These two days were da days I felt so much throughout my vacation in malaysia. I wished that I'm able to spend a few more days with you guys but time is not allowed and everyone gotta work. Can't wait till next year I will be transferring back to melaka. Definitely will be more outings and hangouts. The feelings is juz irreplaceable by words.

p/s: hey, get well soon.

Nil

Holidays so far so good. Kind of lazy to talk about it in detailed. Seriously, all the food in Malaysia almost make me cry when I'm tasting them. Slept too much makes me feel even more tired. When back to college, definitely will suffer from narcoleptic syndrome again for few days. Just back from KL, enjoyed a little with friends. Now gonna back to dramaING and on9Ing routine. A few things need to be settled before I'm going away for another trip. Days in Malaysia is not much left. Still not yet finish eating all the food and if times allowed I wanna repeat the list again.

Holzzzzzzzz

Officially reaching in Malaysia from Singapore on saturday morning. This is da 5th day at home, siblings still having school holidays. We had fun at home and doing da things we used to do. Even da very simple little thing like rolling on da bed, throw all da bears and dolls in da room and laugh out VERY Loud with all da lame jokes we created ourselves. These few days was totally about food, mum keep bringing us here and there, eat and eat, drink and drink. And enjoyed drama and online a little. Dad came back from work yesterday. So start from tomorrow, I will be MIA for a few days for family vacation. Maybe will have no activity on facebook if there's no internet conn over the place (in case you guys think I die already). Gotta figure out what to do after school hols over cuz will be no one at home except me and maid.

Time zone

Will be leaving manipal tonight. And spend a day in Bangalore before I board international flight back to malaysia. From next post onward, the time stated will be Malaysia time. (GMT +8.00). I guess I will be updating my blog again after back at home.

AiSYaLaM

2nd block exam of 2nd year is finally over today. I did quite badly for da last paper, microbiology. Fall sick two days before da paper, totally can't concentrate well. Whatever I read just don't go into my mind. Haih. Never mind, it's over already. Will be leaving India on friday night and have my one month vacation in malaysia. H1N1 condition is bad so not really have any plans as my parents are worried. Though holidays might not be happening but I'm feeling happy right now. Probably gonna start my facebook stalking activity soon means sit in front of PC and look at every single thing on friend's profile even their friend's one...LOL. Ciaoz...friends calling me out for ice cream...

Not Describe-able

Exam's coming in 1 week time. Already start nerding few days ago. BED is still da biggest temptation. The weather seem kind nowadays, it doesn't rain that much anymore. So, I can go library. Should maintain this HAPPY mode to study, nothing can go into my mind if too stressed. Gotta entertain my pathology journal now. It's still left so much to complete. Good night and Good day ahead, everyone.